Things happen for a reason…your past isn’t always meant to stay in the past.

I’m someone who has always believed that everything happens for a reason. There was a reason that my dad got sick 6 years ago — to make him healthier. Sounds fucked up right? Well, since my dad got sick he hasn’t had one cigarette and I don’t wake up to hearing him cough up a […]

Sometimes a scream is better than a thesis.

I have so much built up inside of me and I need to let it out, but I’m just too scared to. I’m too afraid to let my mother know my feelings, the one person who should be asking me about them and talking to me every day about them. Every time I just think […]

when you feel like you’re not good enough…

I came across this today…really made me think. Not necessarily feeling better about myself right now, but definitely gave me some thought. 7 Things to Remember When You Think You’re Not Good Enough By Madison Sonnier “We can’t hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love.” ~Lori Deschene Sometimes I am really terrible […]

…is it for the better?

I find myself thinking a lot like, “is this really what I should be doing?” Feelings take over me and I do things I normally wouldn’t do. I am a person that used to know her limitations, and I’m becoming more unlike myself. I was always an independent person and I am becoming more independent […]

“You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching, Love like you’ll never be hurt, Sing like there’s nobody listening, And live like it’s heaven on earth.” ― William W. Purkey

It occurred to me today that I have no idea what I want right now in life. Work – I’m trying to work hard at the job I have now, but sometimes I feel out of place, or like whenever I try to do something at work, someone wants to do it for me so […]