Sometimes a scream is better than a thesis.

I have so much built up inside of me and I need to let it out, but I’m just too scared to. I’m too afraid to let my mother know my feelings, the one person who should be asking me about them and talking to me every day about them. Every time I just think […]


It’s unbelievable to me that the only reason my sister can get away with anything now is because she’s engaged. It’s true also. That’s the reason that they actually gave me. Well I guess I’m fucked then, because I am no where to even being close to being in a relationship. My dad laughed at […]

…is it for the better?

I find myself thinking a lot like, “is this really what I should be doing?” Feelings take over me and I do things I normally wouldn’t do. I am a person that used to know her limitations, and I’m becoming more unlike myself. I was always an independent person and I am becoming more independent […]

‘I will never be the woman with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it.’ – Carrie Bradshaw

I’m the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she’s sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you…I’m the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant… I’m the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find […]

“You’ve gotta dance like there’s nobody watching, Love like you’ll never be hurt, Sing like there’s nobody listening, And live like it’s heaven on earth.” ― William W. Purkey

It occurred to me today that I have no idea what I want right now in life. Work – I’m trying to work hard at the job I have now, but sometimes I feel out of place, or like whenever I try to do something at work, someone wants to do it for me so […]